It's a place where I can say everything I want to say because no one knows who I am. I have an alias all, of my friends have different names.

I can even write poetry without shame if the mood strikes.

And the funny thing is, people actually like it. It's amazing the feed back I get just because I finally found a place to talk about how I feel.

I'm listed as a favorite diary among thoe diarists I find legendary. The ones whom I see one almost everyone's favorite diary list.

All because I write some poetry.

People actually quote me when they list me as a favorite diary.

But even though, the things I express in that diary are all totally authentic and true, it just isn't me.

When I copyright something I say, I use someone else's name.

That isn't me.

I'm the kind of person who bottles up her emotions, then makes a joke and laughs for hours.

I can talk about totally random things that don't make sense...then laugh for hours.

So even though, I might not be expressing my total and utter feelings in this diary, it's a total and utter expression of me.

-Jenine

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